Kumohira-sensei will be absent for the time being due to personal issues.
I'm kind of feeling useless.
Thobari-sensei went missing and left carrying all of the burden by himself.
I suppose there isn't anything we can do, huh?
I can't even seem to call Miharu either.
But, maybe he just forgot to recharge his cell phone.
It's Miharu-kun after all.
I wonder what Miharu plans on doing now.
地を這うように進んでは
chi wo hau you ni susunde wa
As if they were crawling on the ground, the same mediocre days repeat themselves over again.
平凡な上昇繰り返す
heibon na joushou kurikaesu
刻まれた運命だって ただ深呼吸
kizamareta unmei datte tada shinkokyuu
Even though my destiny is carved in stone, I just take a deep breath.
足りないのは分かっていた
tarinai no wa wakatteita
I knew it wasn't enough when the passing days were crushed by thunderous roars.
轟音に積されそうな日々
gouon ni tsubusaresou na hibi
針のような雨も止んで君が来た
hari no you na ame mo yande kimi ga kita
When the needle-like rain stopped pouring, you came.
SHA LA LA
I SING FOR YOU
SHA LA LA
FIGHT FOR MYSELF
SHA LA LA
I SING FOR YOU
SHA LA LA
「退屈」 はもう限界です。
taikutsu wa mou genkai desu.
I can't stand this boredom anymore.
立ち尽くしたステージで殴り返す勇気
tachitsukushita sutēji de naguri kaesu yuuki
Standing exhausted on this stage, I'll find the courage to strike back.
I DON'T CARE
「存在」 さえも君は笑うかな…
sonzai sae mo kimi wa warau kana...
Will you laugh at my very existence?
走り出したペースで流れてった風景
hashiridashita pēsu de nagaretetta fuukei
Running at my pace the scenery passes me by.
I DON'T CARE
正しいかどうかを確かめに行くのですか
tadashii ka douka wo tashikame ni yuku no desu ka
Would you come with me to find out whether it's right or wrong?
Episode 18 The Voice That Calls Out
Don't you even have an idea?
Like where Kumohira Thobari might go?
Or even something he might have told you.
I don't know.
I don't really know anything about him.
Weren't you always with him before?
He's always been like that, though.
He never told me any important details.
Always doing things on his own, without ever telling me a thing.
Until you have become the ruler of Nabari and have ended the war of ninjas for the Hijutsu...
I shall follow my way of the ninja and make this my promise to you.
I pledge to thee.
I'm certain he regrets it now.
Yoite!
Don't worry about me.
We should rest somewhere.
I don't have time for that.
I'll be fine.
But...
Yoite!
Sorry about that.
I didn't think that naive teacher would be so quick to pull out.
I didn't have time to think that far ahead.
I'm really sorry.
What about Yoite?
Did Yoite not help?
Well, about him, it seemed his body wasn't in the best of shape.
He was in my way during the fight, so I asked him to back off.
If that's the case, it can't be helped.
You will continue pursuing Kumohira's location and the securing of the Engetsurin with all your strength.
It's about time, Hattori-han.
Please make your way to the assembly hall.
Okay.
Perhaps I shouldn't have left Yoite in your care.
Yukimi-han, when adults get too attached to their kids, their feelings will begin to rot.
It's my personal opinion.
He has a fever and chronic pneumonia.
There's also a weakening of the digestive system due to malnourishment.
And his immune system is deteriorating.
It does appear he's been taking his heart medication, but...
It's great that his heart is even beating.
Is Yoite okay?
We cannot stop the life-sucking effects of Kira.
The only thing we can do is slow the process down a little bit.
It's quite pathetic really.
In his terrible condition, I wonder what's giving him the will to even move.
How's the Hijutsu research going?
Not very well.
It seems without the Engetsurin we can't really start the real research.
Do you have to have the Engetsurin?
Well, out of all of the kinjutsu, its abilities are the most unknown.
Is there really no other way to find out how to use the Shinrabanshou?
This is quite a surprise....
...you being so persistent and all.
Being in such a panic...
It's because of Yoite, isn't it?
Not really.
I simply thought it would bother Hattori-san if we didn't find a way to use it sooner.
There's no reason to hide it.
Also it seems...
...you might not make it in time.
It would've been better if you had died.
Stop it!
It would've been better if you had died.
No...
You're wrong! Stop it!
Miharu.
I won't make it in time?
Even if you try to hurry the research on the Shinrabanshou...
...it's just impossible.
But even now Yoite is...
...walking, talking, and eating.
But his organs, nervous system, and senses are all at their limits.
He's only alive now because of his willpower.
Then, how long does he have?
About one month.
It's the truth.
He's in a state where he could wake up at any moment.
I wonder why Gau won't wake up...
Oh?
You're here too?
You look terrible.
Where's Miharu?
It's odd to see you two apart.
I'm sorry if I said too much.
It's just...
...you guys have the impression of always being together.
If you two got in a fight, then it'd be best to make up soon.
Otherwise, you'll regret it when it's too late.
I suppose worrying for you is unnecessary.
It's you two after all.
I'm a bit jealous.
In this world of Nabari...
...you two were destined to meet. Why do you think that is?
For us it's different.
His pure heart should have stayed in the real world.
But, it was me who pulled him into the world of Nabari.
Gau should hate me for that.
The reason why Gau isn't waking up is because he's blaming himself.
And probably, he must not want to return to me.
This is the retribution I deserved.
I was the one who cut him, therefore it was I who brought him into the darkness.
I don't have the right to face Gau again.
Furthermore, I would like to save him from this situation, but...
If you want to save him, then do it.
All you have to do is use Daya.
Yoite.
But doing that is...
Of course, I would do anything to save Gau.
But, Daya is taboo.
Even still, you should do it.
Are you serious, Yoite?
You said you'd do anything.
If there's a wish to be made, then make it.
If it's feelings that put your mind in confusion...
Then rid yourself of those feelings.
Using another person's life to save another would only end up hurting Gau's feelings even more.
If it's me it's fine, but I will not taint Gau's life with the blood of another.
Then give up!
If all he is is dead luggage...
...then you might as well kill him!
I have no idea why you chose that kinjutsu!
Don't you dare put me in the same boat as you, a death god who takes the lives of others so easily.
The place you left behind and the moment the leader took you in...
...within those situations, did you hate the world somewhere in between?
I don't care what people think about me.
I don't have anything that's precious to me.
I have only one desire.
I'm moving for the sake of that desire.
You said you were jealous.
If that's what you think, then this is what you should do.
If you cannot do it yourself...
I'll end it for you.
Yoite!
What are you doing?
Wait, what are you doing?
I won't make it in time...
About one month.
I won't make it...
Even Miharu has...
Quickly!
The patient's charts are showing new signs!
Hurry!
Kazuho-san!
Do you know where Yoite is?
That's what I wanted to ask you!
Yoite used Kira on Raikou-kun and Gau-kun and then disappeared.
Yoite overheard our conversation.
Eh!?
Miharu-kun!
Yoite.
I don't...
...want to die.
I don't want to die.
Because, if I die...
Because...
I am...
Erase me.
Erase me...
...from here.
Yoite.
Yoite!
Apathetic, huh?
You're so dishonest.
You're so dishonest, Yoite!
Isn't there anyone you want to save?
Don't you have anyone precious to you?
Why are you so dishonest!?
Going off on your own...
The despair he feels inside...
Emotionless...
Cold-hearted...
That what Yoite is.
That's why I will...
I promised you.
He couldn't be!
He can't...!
I will...
He can't be!
Yoite!
This is...
Gau!
What's going on here?
Just all of sudden he...
The use of Kira did this?
Yoite.
Is it possible that Yoite could be...?
O, Fairy.
Fairy, give me an answer!
Why won't you appear?
I need you right now.
Yoite will be...
Yoite.
Yoite!
Yoite! Yoite, are you all right!?
Hang in there, Yoite!
Why did you leave on your own?
Didn't we promise each other!?
I...
Wrong.
Wrong...
Yoite.
You're wrong...
You're wrong, you don't understand!
Sora isn't here. How could I not have noticed!?
Even though he's right here...
Yoite.
I'm the only one here!
You're wrong.
If I wasn't...
If I didn't have a name for these 16 years...
From the day Yukimi gave me the name Yoite!
Yoite.
I'm like a puppet.
Everyone's just staring at the puppet.
The one inside of it isn't me!
But, you're wrong! You're wrong! You're wrong!
Yoite!
Sora didn't exist from the very beginning!
Who are you?
Where...
...are you?
I'm right here.
You are too.
I'm here.
We're both here.
We're here!
Miharu.
Yoite.
Save me. I don't want to die.
Making my existence disappear would be fine too.
So that none of it ever happened.
Since, none of this would have ever happened, if...
...I never existed.
That is...
I know.
My wish has always been...
I know.
Didn't we promise this from the very start?
That's why...
I know.
But, I...
...will not erase you.
furi tsuzuku ame
降り続く雨
Under the pouring rain,
hitori de miushinatteta
一人で見失ってた
you began losing yourself.
kizukana kereba
気付かなければ
Even if you took notice,
mada munashisa ni amanjiteta
まだ空しさに甘んじてた
you would still feel content with being empty.
kono te wo nobasou
この手を伸ばそう
I will reach out with these hands.
furikaeranaide
振り返らないで
So please do not turn away.
kimi no soba ni itai
君のそばにいたい
I want to be by your side.
soba ni isasete hoshii
そばにいさせてほしい
So please let me be close to you.
aruga mama
あるがまま
That's how it is.
sono mama
そのまま
Just like that,
ikite yukeru nara
生きて行けるなら
this is how I will live my life.
kitto sono te wo totte
きっと その手を取って
I will grip firmly onto your hand.
doko made mo toberu darou
何処までも飛べるだろう
No matter where we are we can take flight.
kimi to nara kanata mapping
君となら 彼方マッピング
If we are together, we can map out the distance.
aruga mama de
あるがままで
And that's just how it is.
Next Episode
Yoite is looking towards the path of death.
A fear that he cannot see.
Yoite no longer has any time left.
Episode 19 Face of a Death God
Next time: Face of a Death God.
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